12 Dominoes

Dear players, The Dominoes I was given- The introduction- its definition in my life sometimes What are the 12 dominos that make you realize how hard it is to be you? But continue to thrive and survive. Love miani

Loving Miani

Dear those who love me, if you love me please if you love me, just love me from a distance because if you come any closer my attachment issues and fear of abandonment might leave you speechless I don’t know how to love anymore without flinching. It feels like Im always waiting for another shoe […]

if tears could talk

I wonder what they’d say, would they give me a warning when the rain starts pouring And when I felt it coming, I would take a deep breathe and prepare for you Because sometimes you come when I don’t want you to But that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate you If tears were the secret […]

always two sides

Friendly and approachable Done with people walking over Captivating and fun Exhausted, I want to run In love with myself Don’t even bother to look sometimes Laughing till I cry I can’t stop crying Above average and extraordinary Wishing I was normal Oversized tees with high tops Bed hair, no socks Athlete with long hair […]

perfect combo

the hurt. Sometimes it heals but learn from it the healing. Sometimes it takes time but you must let it many people are in the two places. the hurt. the healing sometimes you can’t tell but their eyes will hurt doesn’t have an expiration date Sometimes you just a really long wait till it fades […]

Zoom out to get the bigger picture

In this life we tend to want to speed things up when we are ready for the result. We want to see the winning score but not hear the whistle that starts the game. Zoom out. Notice the path, don’t look back, but reminisce on how far you’ve come as a way to stay motivated. […]

Growth

I grow throughout each year, more than I expect But now I’m becoming more expectant of bigger growth or just more comfortable with it Through each growth, and the more things I learn I realize that their is more of me I wonder will I even meet someone to be able to grow at the […]

its too hard to talk about

A smile on my face doesn’t always mean im happy. Sometime i smile to keep from crying I cry in silence, because I don’t want people to know im upset I don’t want them to know that im so close to the edge I try to be the strong person so people can depend on […]

What’s behind the filter

Dear the person behind the picture, You try not to be like everyone else but end up just like everybody else You love to be in front of camera, but hate when the camera is on you, you put your hand to cover your face like we can’t pull up your most recent selfies to […]

B L A C K

This is a pro-black post, be prepared. Beauty, what is it exactly, what does it look like? Because when I type in beautiful women on google, there are none that look like me. All I see is 22″ of long blonde hair, not any 4a, b, or c type hair I see skin that’s been […]