I'm as masculine as all of you combined can get btw



Learning illustration to draw ZE community. Thanks for showing me love and compassion despite my ugly yet horrid past. You guys painted my world with bright vibrant color. I get to see and experience alot of fun autism moments alot like bomec and nostar instigating a choir in voice, CES ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ on each other as a casual banter, the Sven Coop event, the mic spamming, Unloze drama, and many more that I fail to mention. I genuinely had a really good laugh everytime. I was able to immerse myself with the fantasy of fighting together with my teams and surviving for the sake of winning. I'm very grateful to those who stayed true with me all these years, and those who gave me a chance to exist in ZE again after I took a break for exam and maturing. Nothing I can do will amount enough to repay these loves I was showered with. I'm sorry to those I've wounded with my words or attitude. I make mistakes alot and I intend to learn more than enough for the sake of not repeating them. But alas, it's somehow never enough no matter how much I remove my own character or straight up copying from those I admire and respected. It's a bit sad but I'm just another fragile noname in this little hangout pub. I try to satisfy everyone countless times, even thought It's been shoved to my face multiple times everywhere that it's impossible to do. The moment I have a bright idea that I couldn't even share with anyone, I get dunked on. Please stay well all of you.