Delusional Maniac
TRIGGER WARNING: MENTAL HEALTH, HEAVY TOPICS, SELF-HARM DISCUSSED 1. Knowing How do I begin to explain what I think of myself, it would require forever and a couple of days more yes and the whole point is simply that I am what I am and I believe what I believe, that is to say I have false beliefs and logically I am well aware that these are false beliefs however I believe them regardless yes regardless of anything and everything that anyone says to anyone else. They call them delusions. Delusional maniac, they told me. You can’t really believe what you believe but I do but you can’t but I do, and all I wanted was a fucken pepsi give me a pepsi. Electric sheep. Guitars. Electric guitars. I am a king. A kang. A god. A gad. I have the irreplaceable belief that I am destined for greatness. No no, not in the way you’d say to a particularly gifted person. You see, I am not particularly gifted, or imparticularly (particle?) impractically. Practically, I am not gifted at al...