Thinking
and so I'll use tautology and analogies
to get metaphorically
spoken points across
but it's only periodically
when mind to mouth
transitions get lost
and I'm hyper aware of the perceptions
of my joking deflections
that may be viewed as rude or crude
and scattered speech and fragmented reflections
of disorienting thoughts laid nude
so I'll come to contemplative conclusions
that your voice, your face, your movements
are produced by false clues that i feel apprehensive facing
i'll use it as circumstantial excuses for my internal train that's racing
and I can't really read your face
so I'll make an educated guess
based on your problem with personifying
your way of sensible disqualifying
although it might just be my brain practicing autodidacticism -
to teach myself that objectivity is plain;
another form of paradoxical parasitism
so perform a neurological autopsy
on all vague ideas within me
it's irrational, impossible to decipher where the venn meets
It's all intertwined
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